I'M SO HAPPY TO BE ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

I'M SO HAPPY TO BE ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

From Susieq's journal:

Last night I had the most real dream I have had in a long long time. I want to share it but I don't know if anyone could ever feel it the way I did last night.
I only remember little fragments of it but what I do I will share
A coach bus was dark and carrying about twenty people.
ALot like the bus we road on during the trip to Bolivia. It was dark on the bus except for the small driver's lights. A man in a dark suit coat was sitting in the front left of the buss with an accomplice.
The outside was jungly and dark and wet. We were going to our deaths. I pleaded with the guy in the coat but he only shook his head. There was no reasoning with this guy. We were all so scared of where we were going. Then we arrived and got off. The area where we were to sit was surrounded by a fence of electrical wire. i remember thinking, "I bet I could jump this." I don't remember if we actually did jump it but somehow we got on the other side of the fence. On the other side was a maze of paths made of stone slabs. Four of us ran stone to stone. I remember only one of them, a girl I know. I followed her for the most part. My heart was beating fast and we were sweating because it was a hot jungle. We ended up back near the place where we were to sit and be radiated. All of the sudden the other three runners were hovered over a box of something. I got closer and saw that there were tons of reed guards. Reed guards are protective cases to hold reeds, pieces of wood used to make a noise on an instrument when placed correctly on a mouthpiece. So I bent down and looked at them. I didn't understand what the fuss was at first but then I was told by one girl what the significance was. Then everything came back to me. I remembered that At the beginning we were told that anyone who holds up an empty reed guard and asks for safety, for help, that it will come! Quickly I grabbed one and took out the reeds that were inside of it. I held it up high and yelled for help and I was taken out of that place and made free and safe. When I realized where I was, in the science hall for my school, surrounded by bright light, I started to jump up and down and I was crying and screaming that I was safe. Set free from death! I was so glad to be alive because I was so close to losing my life! But now I was SAFE AND NEVER AGIN TO BE CAPTURED BY DARKNESS!!!!. I COULDN'T STOP JUMPING AND SHOUTING. I LOOKED TO THE END OF THE HALL AND SAW STUDENTS PASSING BY. I DIDN'T EVEN CARE ABOUT WHAT THEY WOULD SAY IF THEY SAW ME RUNNING TOAWRDS THEM ALL MESSED UP AND SWEATY AND GROSS, I JUST KNEW IN MY HEAD THAT I WOULD TELL ABSOLUTELY EVERYONE I SAW THAT I WAS ALMOST DEAD AND THEN I HELD UP A REED GUARD AND ASKED TO BE SAVED AND I WAS! NOTHING MATTERED AT ALL. NO NOTHING MATTERED EXCEPT FOR TELLING EVERYONE I COULD BECASUE THEY DIDN'T KNOW YET THAT THEY TO COULD KNOW THAT SECRET PASS TO ETERNAL LIFE AND IF I KNEW WHAT IT WAS THEN I COULD TELL THEM AND THEY WOULDN'T HAVE TO DIE.
So then I woke up and said to the Lord, Thank you God for giving me life for setting me free and for dieing for me I am so grateful t be alive. I can never stop telling him this. And every day is like a precious gift and time can't be wasted. I feel like God gave me this dream to wake me up again, to focus me on the task at hand. All of the little petty worries of life don't mean squat! If we could look past THOSE THINGS AND HAVE A HUMBLE, GREATFUL HEART. Serve Jesus. Tell everyone you can. That is my only choice. The only option I had. I want to serve him. He has set me free!

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